Friday, August 25, 2017
Wednesday, July 26, 2017
Music Love
Poem written by me....on music love...
Hearing it, so pleasant
forgetting the past, future and present
music satisfying my heart
giving me a fresh start
forgetting the past, future and present
music satisfying my heart
giving me a fresh start
Music, my best friend
on which I depend
when I'm lost in my mind
helps me to find
on which I depend
when I'm lost in my mind
helps me to find
Music is a picture
drawn with passion
on the canvas of silence
to be heard and to be felt
drawn with passion
on the canvas of silence
to be heard and to be felt
Behind every song
is an untold story
as words stay silent
music goes loud
is an untold story
as words stay silent
music goes loud
My feelings are portrayed
sometimes through their lyrics
music describes me
through your ears, to your heart!
sometimes through their lyrics
music describes me
through your ears, to your heart!
Music is my speaker
if she were a person, i would love to seek her
always my partner
when I am a question, she is the answer!
if she were a person, i would love to seek her
always my partner
when I am a question, she is the answer!
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Thank you for taking your time to read my poem!
please let me know your opinions on this poem!
Friday, May 19, 2017
My journey in sentia...
This is a poem about my school life in 5th to 10th grades in Sentia the global school....
My Journey in Sentia………..
It started with a slight fear
thinking, my way through this school might not be clear….
But I was definitely wrong
’cause passing this line is what made me more strong….
Happy days don’t always come at the start itself
which I believe was true in case of myself….
In the beginning I had none but one friend
yup, it was hard to blend…..
Though the friend I had was enough to make my day joyful
both of us made another as she entered the school…..
But slowly did I start feeling left out
and in our friendship did I feel a sense of doubt…
Soon they became two of a kind
while I…was declined…..
It really did hurt, I mean it
so I wanted to quit it…
But me with the rest of my classmates
throughout our fates…..
I kept feeling misfit
from them I was always split…..
Coming to studies, I just started improving
but in friendship, more and more disapproving….
obviously I was slow to socially interconnect
and also to study the social subject….
At this time I was tearful against my tough times
throughout the day and night times….
As I faced bullying everyday
I was left with nothing I can do or say….
But after 4 lonely and discouraging years,
my last year in sentia bought me cheers…
Now I am in 10th grade
and in this year my problems started to fade…
As these 4 years passed
my loneliness started being masked….
Cause I tried more to mingle with my classmates,
and made more friendly mates….
Now I feel so close with them,
and so in my life they are now as precious as a gem…
the boys now treat me like their sister,
and the girls and I together are like a glister…
Finally, I have friends I can never forget,
and the light of my life I’ve met…
Glad that this journey has a happy ending,
and all the things I’ve learnt, more than just studies are worth the time I was spending.
All the memories with this school,
its teachers, friends and all the stuff it taught so cool….
All the fun, and all the happiness it has given,
I can never forget the craze in me it has driven….
It's never a goodbye,
please just don’t ask me why...
‘cause there will always come a time to reunify,
and for now I’m as free as a butterfly.!
THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR READING PATIENTLY!!! ;)
My Journey in Sentia………..
It started with a slight fear
thinking, my way through this school might not be clear….
But I was definitely wrong
’cause passing this line is what made me more strong….
Happy days don’t always come at the start itself
which I believe was true in case of myself….
In the beginning I had none but one friend
yup, it was hard to blend…..
Though the friend I had was enough to make my day joyful
both of us made another as she entered the school…..
But slowly did I start feeling left out
and in our friendship did I feel a sense of doubt…
Soon they became two of a kind
while I…was declined…..
It really did hurt, I mean it
so I wanted to quit it…
But me with the rest of my classmates
throughout our fates…..
I kept feeling misfit
from them I was always split…..
Coming to studies, I just started improving
but in friendship, more and more disapproving….
obviously I was slow to socially interconnect
and also to study the social subject….
At this time I was tearful against my tough times
throughout the day and night times….
As I faced bullying everyday
I was left with nothing I can do or say….
But after 4 lonely and discouraging years,
my last year in sentia bought me cheers…
Now I am in 10th grade
and in this year my problems started to fade…
As these 4 years passed
my loneliness started being masked….
Cause I tried more to mingle with my classmates,
and made more friendly mates….
Now I feel so close with them,
and so in my life they are now as precious as a gem…
the boys now treat me like their sister,
and the girls and I together are like a glister…
Finally, I have friends I can never forget,
and the light of my life I’ve met…
Glad that this journey has a happy ending,
and all the things I’ve learnt, more than just studies are worth the time I was spending.
All the memories with this school,
its teachers, friends and all the stuff it taught so cool….
All the fun, and all the happiness it has given,
I can never forget the craze in me it has driven….
It's never a goodbye,
please just don’t ask me why...
‘cause there will always come a time to reunify,
and for now I’m as free as a butterfly.!
THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR READING PATIENTLY!!! ;)
Friday, March 3, 2017
My schooling life....its closing the old doors and opening new ones but never forgetting the experiences of the life behind the old doors.
Though now I have closed the old doors and opened new ones, I will never forget the beautiful days of life behind the old doors!.....
I've gone through many new journeys between 10 years.....
skipping the KG grades...the real adventure started from my first grade...
I have studied my 1st to 3rd grades in Ramadevi Public School. I was kind of open in those times and had my whole class as my friends but I had a best friend...Harshitha....she was and is one of the best thing that has ever happened to me till now! I always enjoyed her company no matter how many small fights we had....just like any other best friends....then I had to go to America for 3 years and so I may not have chance to see her or go to that school again but I still had hope that I may again be able to talk to her again after coming back......
Then, next I had to study rest of 3rd grade and half of 4th grade (I'll come back to this later) in K.T Murphy school....it was from this moment when I started hiding myself more, being more alone, and kind of staying away from the outside world and its people... well it was not because I hated my classmates or they hated me, sure I had a few who discouraged and were always against me, but I had a lot of encouraging friends and specially teachers who are so lovely....the teachers I've met were Ms.Kaylor, Mr.Todd, Mr.Martino and Mr.Lib. The real problem was in the bus..there were three 5th graders who used to bully me everyday, on the other hand the children smaller than me would be scared of me because my teeth which seemed to arrange in a weird way throughout my years made my face look like one of a vampire..this contributed in making me fall deep deep down almost like depression everyday in addition with the loneliness, well i still had a few friends in the bus like Varshika, Ayusha, and Sriram, etc. Then I changed to Toquam magnet school to study the rest of 4th grade , which is because i was left in waiting list when I was supposed to join before entering 4th grade, so I had to continue studying in K.T Murphy school and then enter Toquam in the middle of 4th grade. There was a lot of difference between the two schools..here I felt so much better but still alone...I was able to talk to my classmates but not as close friends. This time no one hated me or discouraged me or bullied me but instead I actually felt like I have made friends for the first time in U.S...even the boys long with girls are encouraging, and teachers were the ones I loved here! The way of learning was practical which made it very interesting to learn and easier to understand...
activities were awesome, so though I hated America I thought that America is more practical and fun.I really did love this school! In fact the day I had to leave the school to come back to India I have received so many gifts, cards and even a surprise party, I loved it!, and of course i did feel bad to leave them, I was at least lucky enough to get a few of my friends' email IDs like Lauren, Stefon, Sebastian, and even my teacher Ms.Hall's. Next is the most incredible, unforgettable part of this long journey when I had to study the rest of my 5th grade till 10th grade in Sentia the global school in Miyapur which was 2 hrs away in distance from my home town. This meant we had to shift again separated from my joint family in hometown. At first I hated this school, because I was more lonely than ever in the first few years. as usual I loved the teachers in this school, they were so loving and encouraging but a few children here had more egos (not in my class).In my class I did face a lot of problems in friendships till 9th class...well here is how it started....the only friend I've managed to get one good friend in the starting in 5th grade here...let us assume her as E, later she became distant and another awesome friend R is whom I met later in the same year. we were literally sooo close friends that the whole school knows that we are best friends. we shared so many moments together, and f course had so many fights..but got back together in just a few minutes..then in 6th grade we've got a new friend S, I really don't want to say this but both R and S started becoming too close leaving me out. I usually never get included by my classmates because I've never been open with them that time. So i felt lonely once again, I was literally like a tissue which can be used and thrown away after use by my only friends. But I made a mistake which gave an unforgettable result by my friends. They didn't just leave me, they started bullying me soo badly, that I couldn't bare it, it was more worse than bullying I faced in America in K.T Murphy. I cried everyday...they made my classmates hate me, I used to get insulted in front of my class and one day even stretched till the teacher. But since god gives everyone a second chance in life, I've got one too. They reduced bullying and started talking normally to me. Soon later we've become (just) friends again such that they don't talk to me much unless they need to. I was glad they at least stopped bullying. Then in the next year two new girls A and V joined their group, and after a few months A wanted to be my friend because she liked my friendly and soft nature, I can say that that was the only thing everyone liked in me and found it attractive to make them use me. Then in 9th class many of my class mates left the school such as E, A, V and a few boys, till then my schooling life went the same as the previous year- plain and lonely. But mny of our classmates changed, including me myself a lot. many new classmates joined. That was when I felt more better and liked the school better, because I got used to the school and started loving my class as it is filled with new classmates. These new people with a few of my old classmates made my life more enjoyable and lovable in just two years. Many of them encouraged me to become more open and start talking with them and join the group too...it was just that I wasn't able to open up because I wasn't used to talking much...I still kept trying and by the end of 10th I've made it, and even became one of the favourite student for many of my teachers. It's never too late are the words which made me awake and finally become part of the class officially and made them say by themselves that I have a place in their heart always! I LOVE MY CLASSMATES! I LOVE 10B! I am gonna miss you guys a lot!....Its just too bad that I made it in the last few months when we are to bid farewell to our classmates. I feel bad that if I did it before, i would have had a lot of time together with them as friends, but I delayed it giving me less happy time with my best friends, my classmates. This is the story of my school days...next I have to start my future planning...so hope you've found my journey interesting. This is dedicated to all my classmates and teachers from 1st to 10th grade....keep smiling...goodbye for now!
I've gone through many new journeys between 10 years.....
skipping the KG grades...the real adventure started from my first grade...
I have studied my 1st to 3rd grades in Ramadevi Public School. I was kind of open in those times and had my whole class as my friends but I had a best friend...Harshitha....she was and is one of the best thing that has ever happened to me till now! I always enjoyed her company no matter how many small fights we had....just like any other best friends....then I had to go to America for 3 years and so I may not have chance to see her or go to that school again but I still had hope that I may again be able to talk to her again after coming back......
Then, next I had to study rest of 3rd grade and half of 4th grade (I'll come back to this later) in K.T Murphy school....it was from this moment when I started hiding myself more, being more alone, and kind of staying away from the outside world and its people... well it was not because I hated my classmates or they hated me, sure I had a few who discouraged and were always against me, but I had a lot of encouraging friends and specially teachers who are so lovely....the teachers I've met were Ms.Kaylor, Mr.Todd, Mr.Martino and Mr.Lib. The real problem was in the bus..there were three 5th graders who used to bully me everyday, on the other hand the children smaller than me would be scared of me because my teeth which seemed to arrange in a weird way throughout my years made my face look like one of a vampire..this contributed in making me fall deep deep down almost like depression everyday in addition with the loneliness, well i still had a few friends in the bus like Varshika, Ayusha, and Sriram, etc. Then I changed to Toquam magnet school to study the rest of 4th grade , which is because i was left in waiting list when I was supposed to join before entering 4th grade, so I had to continue studying in K.T Murphy school and then enter Toquam in the middle of 4th grade. There was a lot of difference between the two schools..here I felt so much better but still alone...I was able to talk to my classmates but not as close friends. This time no one hated me or discouraged me or bullied me but instead I actually felt like I have made friends for the first time in U.S...even the boys long with girls are encouraging, and teachers were the ones I loved here! The way of learning was practical which made it very interesting to learn and easier to understand...
activities were awesome, so though I hated America I thought that America is more practical and fun.I really did love this school! In fact the day I had to leave the school to come back to India I have received so many gifts, cards and even a surprise party, I loved it!, and of course i did feel bad to leave them, I was at least lucky enough to get a few of my friends' email IDs like Lauren, Stefon, Sebastian, and even my teacher Ms.Hall's. Next is the most incredible, unforgettable part of this long journey when I had to study the rest of my 5th grade till 10th grade in Sentia the global school in Miyapur which was 2 hrs away in distance from my home town. This meant we had to shift again separated from my joint family in hometown. At first I hated this school, because I was more lonely than ever in the first few years. as usual I loved the teachers in this school, they were so loving and encouraging but a few children here had more egos (not in my class).In my class I did face a lot of problems in friendships till 9th class...well here is how it started....the only friend I've managed to get one good friend in the starting in 5th grade here...let us assume her as E, later she became distant and another awesome friend R is whom I met later in the same year. we were literally sooo close friends that the whole school knows that we are best friends. we shared so many moments together, and f course had so many fights..but got back together in just a few minutes..then in 6th grade we've got a new friend S, I really don't want to say this but both R and S started becoming too close leaving me out. I usually never get included by my classmates because I've never been open with them that time. So i felt lonely once again, I was literally like a tissue which can be used and thrown away after use by my only friends. But I made a mistake which gave an unforgettable result by my friends. They didn't just leave me, they started bullying me soo badly, that I couldn't bare it, it was more worse than bullying I faced in America in K.T Murphy. I cried everyday...they made my classmates hate me, I used to get insulted in front of my class and one day even stretched till the teacher. But since god gives everyone a second chance in life, I've got one too. They reduced bullying and started talking normally to me. Soon later we've become (just) friends again such that they don't talk to me much unless they need to. I was glad they at least stopped bullying. Then in the next year two new girls A and V joined their group, and after a few months A wanted to be my friend because she liked my friendly and soft nature, I can say that that was the only thing everyone liked in me and found it attractive to make them use me. Then in 9th class many of my class mates left the school such as E, A, V and a few boys, till then my schooling life went the same as the previous year- plain and lonely. But mny of our classmates changed, including me myself a lot. many new classmates joined. That was when I felt more better and liked the school better, because I got used to the school and started loving my class as it is filled with new classmates. These new people with a few of my old classmates made my life more enjoyable and lovable in just two years. Many of them encouraged me to become more open and start talking with them and join the group too...it was just that I wasn't able to open up because I wasn't used to talking much...I still kept trying and by the end of 10th I've made it, and even became one of the favourite student for many of my teachers. It's never too late are the words which made me awake and finally become part of the class officially and made them say by themselves that I have a place in their heart always! I LOVE MY CLASSMATES! I LOVE 10B! I am gonna miss you guys a lot!....Its just too bad that I made it in the last few months when we are to bid farewell to our classmates. I feel bad that if I did it before, i would have had a lot of time together with them as friends, but I delayed it giving me less happy time with my best friends, my classmates. This is the story of my school days...next I have to start my future planning...so hope you've found my journey interesting. This is dedicated to all my classmates and teachers from 1st to 10th grade....keep smiling...goodbye for now!
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