Wednesday, December 26, 2018

People change...

PEOPLE CHANGE...
Have you ever been with a person long enough to see the change in their behavior? Well why someone else have you observed yourself changing? This is a post I wanted to write after being inspired by the concept "people change people" in girl meets world show ;p 
 In fact just within few day I've definitely changed, and it sure is because of one of my best friends!
Her words will always stay in my heart....Shall I share my story with you guys briefly? 
Well here we go...I was a girl for whom friendship is all life is about, careless about anything else...

I value my friends as much as my parents. (I know its crazy XD) At that point of time I faced few problems with friends, such as they stopped talking to me, started ignoring me, etc. Being the child I am, even them telling bad about me to others also felt like it was bullying, I used to cry almost everyday thinking about these things only. I was already a loner for 5 years in the same school. everyone tried to help me, they did their best, but i just couldn't bring myself to be open up to anyone, afraid that they would eventually leave me and ignore me like others.....I feel ashamed to say this, but I tried to hurt myself, luckily I failed to do so. I hated myself at that time..... then my best friend told me..... "Ending life is never answer...its only escape from the answer, like missing school because you don't know the answers for the exam. You weren't given a life to end it for a silly reason...especially if you do end it here for the misery or bad time you've been having till now, you'll miss out what good things life has to give you...." This indeed inspired me, of course I was still a loner until I reached 11th class but I started enjoying the feel of seeing others smile....I slowly started loving myself and enjoying my life, and finding happiness in the littlest of things. 11th class was my turning point... I finally got the best of best friends, I started to love my life and for the first time I don't want to leave these people, don't misunderstand here that I don't miss my previous school mates, I miss them sooo much, I miss seeing them enjoy and smile ;(. I just don't think I ever made a mark for them to actually miss me , they left a permanent mark on my life...Anyone who has been with me throughout this journey would have definitely noticed the change in my view of life.
This was one type of change, on the other hand... there was one more I noticed. (a very small one ;p) When I was younger, I was always behind my mom, never left her, because I was shy to talk to anyone, of course even now I hesitate to make a conversation, but now the difference is that I want to be more independent... more free... if I wanted to say something serious to someone, I'm actually going for it, though directly or indirectly, I'm actually trying...I was surprised by myself sometimes... but what can I say... people change, I changed too, and its definitely because of someone in my life. So people change people. I believe this. I also very strongly believe that everything happens for a reason, if it is meant to be, it will. 

Don't ever give up 'now' for 'yesterday', cuz you still have 'tomorrow'
yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift, so its called present. Enjoy it people!
KEEP SMILING PEOPLE!

Friday, September 7, 2018

My dear teacher....

A teacher, our guide, looks ahead for the students, for their future, cares for them as her own children.
A teacher is our inspiration, our motivation!
She's the one who can say "Tomorrow's future is in front of me today!"
A teacher leads the future of our tomorrow! She is our hero!
They are the reason for change in people's lives! without a teacher there is no other profession,
she is the foundation of the villa we build! She's the fuel we add needed to let our rocket of dreams  fire up! Are you all truly thankful to them? people say...a good teacher takes a hand, opens a mind, and touches a heart! when a teacher teaches with her heart, a student should listen with his/her heart! that's when the knowledge is passed on truly!
Finally...one's best teachers of life are their own mistakes, their mom and dad, their friends and their school and college teachers!
Teaching is in their hands but learning is in your hands!
I am very thankful to every teacher in my life! 
Especially....Kavitha ma'am, Mrs.Taylor, Mr.Todd, Mr.byrne, Mrs.Hall, Ms.May, Animita ma'am, Mahua ma'am, Annie ma'am, Sona ma'am, Sailaja ma'am, Gayathri ma'am, Sunitha ma'am, Dhanalakshmi ma'am, Swetha ma'am, Swetha ma'am, Geetha ma'am, Bhanumathy ma'am, Madhu ma'am, Surya ma'am, Vasundara ma'am, Seema ma'am, Madhavi ma'am, Madhumati ma'am, Padmavati ma'am, Shobha ma'am, Devsena ma'am, Farhana ma'am, Sudharani ma'am, 
THANK YOU! 
And all my dear friends who loved me, who hated me, who left me, who left me helpless,......
A GREATER THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME A LESSON IN MY LIFE!
And my dear mom and dad.....
THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR ALWAYS CORRECTING MY MISTAKES AND TEACHING ME FROM A TO Z OF LIFE!

I hope one day these people will visit this blog and be proud of me...

Sunday, June 17, 2018

Dedicated to all dear fathers out there....


Cheers to all the fathers!
Here's a poem for you all!


You held my little hand
And yes, you always took your stand!
For me, you're my hero
No matter how much, in life, I grow!

You're a masterpiece as a friend
I love the time we spend!
For me, you're my best friend
Our friendship has no end!

Your trust is my power
Lets me reach heights of a tower!
For me, you're my king
Just uncrowned like spring!

There's a lot I've learnt from you
Discovering a world so new!
For me you're my teacher
I will always be your learner!

This is your day dad
Leave no place for sad!
For me, you're my dear father
Like you there's no other!


Very very happy father's day!
Hope you all have a great day, everyday!

Friday, May 11, 2018

How Bhagavad Gita transformed my life!



Hi everyone, I'm back, this is one of my writings from a few years back...hope it enlightens you someway..

Introduction to Bhagavad Gita
Bhagavad Gita means the song of Lord! It’s a divine embodiment of words delivered by the Lord himself to an emotionally overwhelmed Arjuna who prefers quitting the battle of dharma rather than being responsible for death of his own kith and kin, his gurus and preceptors. 
Bhagavad Gita also explains that truth, along with the path of righteousness (i.e., dharma), and knowledge is what we need to reach god or what we call paramathma. Gita is within us as…. Kurukshetra is our heart, Arjuna’s chariot is our body, lord Krishna is in the form of our wisdom of our inner soul, the horses that Lord Krishna charioteered are our 5 senses, Pandavas represent fearlessness, steadfast, faith, sincerity concentration and such good qualities in us, Kauravas represent injustice, selfishness, hatred, and such negative qualities raising in us, then Drutharashtra represents unawareness, blindness towards the truth, and Dhuryodhana represents covet, possessiveness, and selfishness. Bhagavad Gita in whole expresses divinity. It says that the god is truly within us, and the whole cosmos is within god. Bhagavad Gita has 18 chapters in total and, in it the first six chapters are to be heard carefully, the next six chapters from 7-12 are to be heard and recalled again and again in life, and the last six chapters from 13-18 are to be heard, recalled and to be inculcated in the situations of life. 
Importance of Gita in daily life
First, it describes that anger is our biggest foe, it starts like a slow wind and turns to a disastrous tornado! It states that even a small word uttered in anger can cause irreversible rifts. In short, anger is the gateway to hell. By reading Gita a person may transform in a more effective way.
Gita also teaches us to reign our desires by making us realize that we are wishing too much at a time and none of it can happen without our effort, and also some of the desires may be out of our reach.
Bhagavad Gita encourages us and provides strength to overcome our fears, whatever they might be in terms of losing out or failing in our duties or may also be fear of death. It tells us to enjoy every moment of our life as neither life nor death are to last forever and both are ephemeral.
Gita is indeed very important as it means many things to many people but has one simple message, we see the world as we are and we create meaning by giving shape to emptiness and make boundaries to contain the infinite. Right is created and realized by us and so is wrong. We make our own truth and let it define us. We create friends and we create enemies in fact our own mind can turn to be our own enemy if we don’t control it, and we can gain control over our mind by meditation. 
A peaceful life should be devoid of expectations. Either you should do what you love or love what you do, only then you can find happiness. Bhagavad Gita describes that we can find perfection in the work we do when we find happiness and also find ourselves involved and enjoying it.
Gita makes it clear that all power, along with fear, happiness, sorrow, confidence, guilt, anxiety, and anger are all within us, we just need to realize which is the correct path to be followed to make our life better.
So, Bhagavad Gita is important in many ways as it teaches and explains many new morals of life that we need, to make it wonderful.
Life situations in which Gita guided me…
The most simple example is when I get angry, I try to remember what is right to do, that is when I am reminded by Bhagavad Gita that I should be poised and try to think positively as the bright side always brings light in.
Another common situation held by me is stage fear, or even fear of exams, when I see the question paper, it is like I have to be battling a group of people…who are stronger than me…, that is when I lose my confidence, and start thinking that I’m going to lose it all, and mess myself up. But then Bhagavad Gita gives me the answer as it tells me that the only way of winning is by believing in yourself and putting in all your efforts, trying the best. So positive thoughts like “I can do it” train my mind as I level up more higher, enough to encourage me to do well. The result whatever I get makes me happy because at least I tried, and winning doesn’t always have to be compulsory or important.
In sad situations due to friendship matters such as misunderstandings and arguments, I feel sadness hit its way on attack, I do let the tears flow but later recollect the truth I previously got to know from Gita, that we create our friends and we are the ones to create our enemies too, I try to remind myself that nothing is mine forever, I just have to deal with it.
Then, every alternate day I go to classical dance - Kuchipudi classes, and soon after an year of learning, I started vibrating fear whenever I think about dance class as I remember that I have to go through a lot of pain that day, but then by the help of Gita, in about three years I stopped developing this fear as I gradually learned that when we enjoy the work we are doing which at present is dancing, we don’t see the bad side that is the pain and fear, and in fact now I’m doing much better in dance than before.
Once again coming to writing examinations when I didn’t study when I had a chance to, and later when I had to I didn’t have the time and so the anxiety arises within… Initially that is when I realized that when a person faces any problem, it is brought up to her by herself as she has done something herself to cause it. As I didn’t study, I brought up my failure in exam myself.
Finally there are some situations in which I have a really strong wish and I need it to be fulfilled, not want, so the desire is very important. In these situations my only one and biggest hope turns to god as my devotion flows while I recall from Gita that devotion which we also call bhakti is a way to reach god. As long as I remember truly, in every situation I had my hope on god, he has lent me his support and I indeed am very grateful for it!
Bhagavad Gita mainly says that, throughout our life our soul should defeat the features of Kauravas and win the trophy of the features of Pandavas and reach our victory position at the end i.e., reach god or paramathma.
Concluding with some morals I have learnt….
Change is the law of the universe…because what you think as death is indeed life. Our life is a clay which is given to us to mould it, there is a right way and a wrong way to do it, the right way is shown by god when we are able to believe in him, and the wrong way is shown by the devil in yourself. There may be wrongs which may also be rights and there may be rights which may also be wrongs, we just have to know which one is wrong and right and encourage ourselves to mould a path towards the right to find a lovely life.
There may be a great height in life but an immediate fall may appear too, but just remember not to worry for anything, because after every fall there is a lifting opportunity, and whatever happens, happens for our good.
There’s a day for you and a day for me, and so there is one for everyone, but don’t worry that it’s just one for each because when we gather all of them, all the days are ours. So, push the thoughts of ‘yours’ and ‘mine’, as nothing belongs to any of us. We come and go but take nothing with us, even our soul is taken by god. Our karmas are the only things we take with our death.
The power of will is so strong that anything can be achieved or overcome.
Everything in the universe will eventually face an end, and life is too short to spend crying, so don’t waste your time on crying over things you don’t have and stay happy with what you have.
Whatever happens will happen for the good, so no regrets are to be for future nor past nor present.
Balance everything you do in life.
Bhagavad Gita is the right way, and a wise leader to lead the path of life which gives us the option to use it or not.
Last but not the least, I summarize that Bhagavad Gita is the synthesis of yoga of action and yoga of transcendence of action and its results.

Friday, April 20, 2018

Love..

Well hello there!
Here I am finally writing about my FAV topic.. Love!
I believe where is love, there is definitely fear...fear of losing the ones you love..Do you agree?
Love is the reason many of us look forward to the next day. When you are in love, it doesn't matter how far you are to each other, it matters how near your hearts are! That's why love is beautiful!
Why be afraid of falling in love when love can give you wings? It's magical would you agree with me?
Love is the best truth in life, until and unless you decide to make it a lie feeling like death. I've heard many people say you are lucky you aren't in love yet, and I heard sometimes that love is the best feeling...I know that love is a beautiful color, and as long as it doesn't fade, people love this feeling, but once it shows it other side of difficulties, people start feeling it as more of a burden they don't want to bear anymore. I have never been in this feeling with anyone else except my family, but I can tell you this..Every beautiful thing has its dark side too, and if you love something you have to love its good and bad side, If you are in true love, I can tell you this, you will definitely fight for what or whom you love no matter how hard your obstacle is. There is also this phase of second chance in love...think before you trust a person for the second time, this doesn't mean you shouldn't give anyone a second chance, nor does it mean that you should lose trust in them totally, you have to think about what that person did in the past and is it worth forgiving, is it worth second chance? is he or she worth a second chance? if yes, then don't hesitate cuz you may never get the same person again...
One more advice, never get your hopes up, cuz in the end you may get hurt yourself, on the other hand if something good happens without you expecting it its a good news isn't it?
Everything happens for a reason, so be happy for whatever happens cuz the future holds something a lot better for you. You will get what you deserve!
To conclude...I love the feeling of love but I've never experienced it, I hope all those who are truly in love...enjoy the feeling and take right decisions in their life for it, never rush into any decision, think!
By the way, here's a poem for all those in love...


WITH YOU...
Beautiful sky
just like you
with your smile
my dream comes true..

I feel higher
every time I'm with you
every second, every minute
it feels so new..

Now I can feel the light in the dark
I feel I belong right here
Right now is the moment
I want to cherish everyday..

with you I feel so free
as much as the sea
Remember the time we were together
I wish this extends forever..



Monday, April 16, 2018

Get ready!

1..2..3..
Are u ready
Here we go
Let's go along the flow

Come along..with..me
There's sooo much to see
There's a lot more to know
And so much more to show

Find life's meaning...
cuz world's pretending,
to be on our side
But it's a harsh ride!

So..hold on tight..
And choose the path right!
Cuz it's your choice
What counts is your voice!

Live the feeling
Cuz there's no unwinding
No replaying 
The movie of living
So just keep smiling!

Saturday, March 31, 2018

My friendship...

Hey guys..this post is for two reasons mainly...first to display few of my drawings on the theme friendship, second mainly is so that any of my friends will see my blog and this post and i hope that they will still remember me...I want to mention my best friends for life..Hamsita, Sanjana, Mamatha, Harshitha, Varun, Alekhya, Wyshallie, Shreya, Charitha, Harika,and now I'd like to mention some of my USA friends who have been a very important part of my life,who have given great support to me as great friends, they are Daniella, Olivia.M, Olivia.A, Julia, Jacob, John, Sebastian, Stefon, Lauren, Rupa, Evena, katelyn Suarez, William, David, Skylar, Tyler, Jack, Elias...these are my friends and awesome friends in fact...from Toquam magnet school, and K.T Murphy school..then finally come Praneetha and Sanjana, Sankalp, and Ayusha, my indian friends in Connecticut, Stamford.I'll even add pics of few of them above, which I have, I really hope that they see this post one day..
Varun, Shreya top right, Alekhya bottom left, Charitha bottom right.

Varun and Wyshallie



Katelyn

Leslie

Skylar


Sanjana top left, Mamatha bottom left, Hamsita bottom right.
William

David

Elias

Jack
Harshitha on the right.


Skylar on left, Tyler on right.

Praneetha on left, Sanjana on right, my bro in the back

Note...the pics with names, and the two right above are pics of smaller age, so now they've all grown, I just hope they recognize themselves in these pics..

Thursday, March 22, 2018

My hobbies..

You guys wanna know what are my fav things to do? Well this drawing of mine explains most of them...but to tell the truth, I have a lot more...

Friday, March 16, 2018

Beauty of nature!

Here are some of my drawings on nature....So what do you think guys? please do post your opinions in the comments!




Rain, Rain, don't go away! Can you come everyday?

I love the rain! it makes me feel free!
It helped me learn to embrace the storms of my life too!


I can't have a day without music!

Music is the outburst of my soul, 
"I love music.
For me, music is my morning coffee, my mood medicine, pure magic, and my soul lifter!
A good song is like a good meal, I just want to inhale it and share it with others!"
--said anonymous
what I say is...a good song is like my best friend, and its rhythm goes along my heart beat!
Sometimes I need to be alone with my music..

Thursday, March 15, 2018

Love for our World

Hey guys! I never actually thought I'd be writing about this..But here it is.
so how many of you are thinking I'm going to write about lovey dovey love?
Well I'll be writing about that some other time..There are many different types of love, which i'm sure many of you are aware of! Love between parents and their children, love between siblings and cousins, love between friends, the respectful love between teacher and students, love between lovers and many more...
But..
the answer I want to find is that why can't people realize how much love our earth has given us...and why we don't we like to share the same love with it? why do we keep harming our nature no matter how many times we have been told, we have been warned, and in fact we have even been begged by the nature for mercy...Can't anyone take a step forward in the right path? And even if so many have,  if we can't become the leaders, at least try to become followers of those good can't we?
People keep saying and I keep listening..to the same sentence.."I love nature"
But if we love something, we don't destroy it..we save it and take care of it...then why this way with nature huh?
The earth has given us a way to live, and what have we given back? End to it?
Guys, why don't we give life back to our earth? Stop throwing garbage around, think before doing ANYTHING...and if possible clean places where garbage is thrown.If one can do, I'm sure many will wake up and join! Wouldn't you all want to see beautiful lakes..blue and clear? Or do you all want it to smell and look dirty whenever you pass through it? and then we come to industries, we study a lot in our school books that they are polluting and that they are being taken care of...but have we seen any change in reality? They still pollute as much as they did in past, don't they? Why don't we..try to make them aware by ourselves? You know what guys? you can do all this in a fun way too! why can't we put a huge music system and encourage people to clean the surround land areas? Is it a good idea?
Well just a thought...If any of you have any thoughts, please do not hesitate and feel free to add in!
I really wish I can make a change...and you can too if you try...together we can change the world, I'm sure you guys have heard it so many times, but make this sentence true people!
By the way! Please do help me to make this reach as many as possible will you dear reader?
And please do support me if you can?

Funny one here...

I don't mind you guys having a short laugh...here's a kind of funny drawing of mine...

Sunday, March 11, 2018

A shy girl...

A sketch of a shy girl..

Shyness...every girl may have some, and some may have a bit more...I guess I'm one of them...
Does this drawing show what I'm trying to say?

Saturday, March 10, 2018

No one can believe you...until you believe in yourself!

Believe in yourself
When I drew this, many things were running around my mind. I want to make a design such that gives me a pleasant feeling. The design was from the internet, but the selection of colors filled up were my own showing a variety of my feelings...

Keep writing to me what you feel about this art work, so that I can develop more in the next drawings and my art works.


Drawing....I love drawing!

A sketch of a beautiful girl
I feel it fascinating to draw these days. I feel like drawing whenever I get free time, when I wish to relax my mind I just go for the drawing.
Every comment and like gives me a push up!
Its amazing feeling I have done a new creative thing!

Dear diary, Moment of 21

May 9th, 2023 Dear diary, Hey there! It's been so long! I've missed writing to you. I'm 21 now! I can drink! Haha😉 just kidding...