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| PEOPLE CHANGE... |
In fact just within few day I've definitely changed, and it sure is because of one of my best friends!
Her words will always stay in my heart....Shall I share my story with you guys briefly?
Well here we go...I was a girl for whom friendship is all life is about, careless about anything else...
I value my friends as much as my parents. (I know its crazy XD) At that point of time I faced few problems with friends, such as they stopped talking to me, started ignoring me, etc. Being the child I am, even them telling bad about me to others also felt like it was bullying, I used to cry almost everyday thinking about these things only. I was already a loner for 5 years in the same school. everyone tried to help me, they did their best, but i just couldn't bring myself to be open up to anyone, afraid that they would eventually leave me and ignore me like others.....I feel ashamed to say this, but I tried to hurt myself, luckily I failed to do so. I hated myself at that time..... then my best friend told me..... "Ending life is never answer...its only escape from the answer, like missing school because you don't know the answers for the exam. You weren't given a life to end it for a silly reason...especially if you do end it here for the misery or bad time you've been having till now, you'll miss out what good things life has to give you...." This indeed inspired me, of course I was still a loner until I reached 11th class but I started enjoying the feel of seeing others smile....I slowly started loving myself and enjoying my life, and finding happiness in the littlest of things. 11th class was my turning point... I finally got the best of best friends, I started to love my life and for the first time I don't want to leave these people, don't misunderstand here that I don't miss my previous school mates, I miss them sooo much, I miss seeing them enjoy and smile ;(. I just don't think I ever made a mark for them to actually miss me , they left a permanent mark on my life...Anyone who has been with me throughout this journey would have definitely noticed the change in my view of life.
This was one type of change, on the other hand... there was one more I noticed. (a very small one ;p) When I was younger, I was always behind my mom, never left her, because I was shy to talk to anyone, of course even now I hesitate to make a conversation, but now the difference is that I want to be more independent... more free... if I wanted to say something serious to someone, I'm actually going for it, though directly or indirectly, I'm actually trying...I was surprised by myself sometimes... but what can I say... people change, I changed too, and its definitely because of someone in my life. So people change people. I believe this. I also very strongly believe that everything happens for a reason, if it is meant to be, it will.
Don't ever give up 'now' for 'yesterday', cuz you still have 'tomorrow'
yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift, so its called present. Enjoy it people!
KEEP SMILING PEOPLE!
